the beginning (a simple seed) ~the classic crime
i left my heart in a plastic box
on the bedside table, it will be locked
til i get home
i'm growing feeble and tired of the world
tired of constantly missing my girl
and i long to smell the sea
the sea...
the sea-yeah
i miss the Pacific Ocean
and the northwestern air
and run each of my fingers
through the strands of her hair
ive been over this country lately
but i've been nowhere it seems, nowhere
but ive found the cure to my landlocked blues
its coming home to you
you
if a simple seed
gets just what it needs
then a redwood tree can grow
up to a hundred feet
and endure the sleet and the snow
but if my whole life
was wrapped and priced
i wonder what the tag would show
cuz everytime im close to the holy ghost
i let her go
i let her go...
i left my heart in a plastic box
on the bedside table
it will be locked, til i get home
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quotes i'd like to save...
-=How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot! The world forgetting, by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd=- ~Alexander Pope
-=ur the sunshine after the rain, the tylenol to my pain=-~me
-='I'll love you till the ocean
Is folded and hung up to dry=- ~ W.H. Auden
-=live ur life, make ur heaven=- ~me reflecting upon stuff i learned at yfc
-=life isnt measured by the breaths u take, but moreso the number of breaths u take away=-~meggyo's profile
| what the FUCK is wrong with me Monday. 4.18.05 8:07:45 pm i cant stand myself sometimes. and this is freaking one of those times. ugh...i totally blew my presentation in spanish today. so badly that i think i may write my teacher an apologetic email. ugh. i mean even if i got like a C...im pretty sure it wont change my A in the class. god damnit i cant believe it...i dont even know why. ive been in such a bad mood for those spanish history classes too. but my presentation in that class will be so much better than the other one. UGH..... i dont know what is the matter with me......i think i feel like im in a middle phase. where im not as close as i would like with my friends, and im not as on the same page as i'd like with meghan. or SOMETHING i feel alone, confused, angry at myself, worried about money, frustrated with money, i just wanna sit still for a while. things just arent going smoothly. theyre going pretty fucking rough as a matter of fact. i cant wait til summer gets here. but i REALLY wish i didnt hafta work, but i know i should work as much as i can until i actually move to slippery rock. WHICH I WILL. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. and my spanish teacher wants me to sign up for fucking summer class?!!!!!!!??!?!?!?!?!?!? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just dont know..thats like a whole paycheck. im so stressed out. i wanna get into a fight. i just have all this bottled up energy i wanna explode. its like i want to listen to my favorite song but i cant find a song i even like all that much anymore. i feel stagnant in my music aspect of my life. i need...help. a little...please. just someone talk to me..something...a hug maybe...not a humorous homosexual hug from nick.....but maybe a heartfelt hug from nick...ha not to count everyone else out...i just.... ugh...my hearts about to burst and i wanna just pour my heart out....just so i can get this anvil off of my chest. its like walking around the house KNOWING u hafta do something, FEELING u need to do something, but some nagging feeling is keeping u from finding what that is JUST to make u feel shitty for not doing what had to be done. and this is all me. i cant blame anyone but myself. and here i am reflecting on it, but i cant just up and change everything i just talked about. i'm out of control. i...
hun i know i called and told u what i wanted to say, even if it was just three words.... maybe if u look at this sometimes in the morning it'll remind u how much i love you thru everything. we ARE on the same page, I TRUST YOU. I know right now I can't be there for u or give u a hug like u need.... but I will be, soon. I can't tell u enough how much I want to be there right now... so know that u are in my thoughts as always and in my heart. I love you keith. goodnight » meggyo on 2005-04-18 09:20:34 I'm sorry you are so upset over so many things. If there is ever anything I can do just give Niki and/or me a ring and we'll do our best. Don't be so hard on yourself, you're awesome!
~Desi » (4.155.243.253) on 2005-04-19 09:31:16 aww poor keith. i didnt know you were so upset. i would have given you the biggest hug ever yesterday. and if you ever wanna unload about any of this feel free to do so to me. believe me i know exactly how you feel about most of this. i hope you start feeling a lil better about this, and dont stress out too much.....and if it makes you feel beter you atleast cheered me up alot with your visit. thanks. » niki (4.155.45.229) on 2005-04-20 02:13:58 No doubt. It agree, very useful phrase buy cheap xanax online It is remarkable, the helpful information xanax 1mg These are all fairy tales! alprazolam without prescription It is simply magnificent idea buy xanax uk And you so tried to do? buy ultram ba2d1c » Zachariah (188.59.252.190) on 2011-06-08 07:26:36 If you are a member, try logging in again or accessing this page here. |
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the number is lesser in value..and easier to swallow
~'would you like something to drink'
if your stomach feels weak, then my work here is done
~'the words "best friend" become redefined'
if theres no one beside you when your soul embarks, i'll follow you into the dark
~'i'll follow you into the dark'
i'll be floating out at sea, waiting for periscopes to spot my warm body
~'no ace, just you'
this is the part where i'll admit i'm getting what i deserve
~'lost and found'
lets sleep tonight on a bed of nails, so that every other night doesn't seem so painful after all
~'beter than sex'
if it were up to me, you're gone, i've been dying to get it into you somehow
~'histrionics'
hours pass, and she still counts the minutes that i am not there, i swear i didn't mean for it to feel like this
~'bruised'
wanna fuck up my life?-i'll let you.
~'knotes'
this is the rhythm i was signing to the beat of my feat as i walked away
~'i fought the broad (and the broad won)'
ur stomach's filled up but ur starved for conversation
~'soco amaretto lime'
if i could, i'd only want to make you smile
~'make you smile'
the past is only the future with the lights on
~'baby, come on'
morning always comes too quick when you're around..
~'still breathing'
i beg not to escape permeating my pores, whetting my appetite for more
~'amanda's poem about unicorns '
ur stomach's filled up but ur starved for conversation
~'soco amaretto lime'
love me gently with a chainsaw
~'tie her down'
smiles and her laughter, its the only thing that ive been waiting for
~'emily'
so many high points on this last leg, i cant wait to recount them- it seems like nothings happened until ive shared them with you
~'shirts and gloves'
ur lips, ur eyelashes- ur skin, these are the parts of ur body that cause my comatose to begin
~'all hail the heartbreaker'
lets start out-by starting over... ~'lovers and liars'
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