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the beginning (a simple seed) ~the classic crime
i left my heart in a plastic box
on the bedside table, it will be locked
til i get home

i'm growing feeble and tired of the world
tired of constantly missing my girl
and i long to smell the sea

the sea...
the sea-yeah

i miss the Pacific Ocean
and the northwestern air
and run each of my fingers
through the strands of her hair

ive been over this country lately
but i've been nowhere it seems, nowhere

but ive found the cure to my landlocked blues
its coming home to you

you

if a simple seed
gets just what it needs
then a redwood tree can grow
up to a hundred feet
and endure the sleet and the snow

but if my whole life
was wrapped and priced
i wonder what the tag would show
cuz everytime im close to the holy ghost
i let her go

i let her go...

i left my heart in a plastic box
on the bedside table
it will be locked, til i get home
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quotes i'd like to save...
-=How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot! The world forgetting, by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd=- ~Alexander Pope

-=ur the sunshine after the rain, the tylenol to my pain=-~me

-='I'll love you till the ocean
Is folded and hung up to dry=- ~ W.H. Auden

-=live ur life, make ur heaven=- ~me reflecting upon stuff i learned at yfc

-=life isnt measured by the breaths u take, but moreso the number of breaths u take away=-~meggyo's profile
wherefore art thou keith
Monday. 11.13.06 12:28:15 pm
well gawrsh. here i am in spanish conversation class....typing a blog? we chat-chitted for about 10 minutes.....and then she told us to start writing a paper. but alas. here i am, raging against the machine, blogging it up.

and so. academics school in general is....pretty boring. i'm in a slight lull between a ton of work, so i'm not feeling a whole lotta stress about that. i ammm however beginning to fret a bit about graduation. the schedule for my last semester, i'm not worrried about. but just the actual ceremony...the diploma/degree thing i'll get...what i do with it....that kinda thing. i mean. i know i want to teach. but now i just came up with an idea

"what if i took a break before i started teaching?"

i want to go to spain. somehow or another. i want to have that under my belt before i go into teaching. i think i'll just be better off that way. who says i can't graduate first, then go to spain? i guess i'd hafta pay for it on my own somehow. but if i'm not going to school (due to the whole being done with 17 [dont forget kindergaden] straight years of education thing)...then i'll have absolutely NOTHING to do. so. work. and looking for a teaching spot in the mean time, maybe student teaching? so if i work...dare i say....5 days a week....whoa there...40 hours a week?....and maybe student teaching here and there for a year (hopefully less), just saving up.i can go to spain off of that. stay there for a few months...and then.....come back as fluent as i'll ever be....and then start teaching.

it seems simple enough right? staying at home comes to mind. with the mamadukes and family. what if i lived with nick/brett/sank? that'd be a bill...taking a chunk outta my savings everytime....i think i'd find a place to live when i have a teaching job lined up. so i think it'll be like this.

this year graduate/go to philippines(did anybody know about this? cuz its already set)
work/find teaching spot/find place to live/prepare for spain
go to spain/become fluent/maybe get some credits toward masters?
come back/live outside of mamadukes house/teach.
while teaching...get masters....get paid more......

and the next thing i know...

i'll be like 25 years old with
a 4yr degree in spanish,
a masters in eduaction,
steady teaching job...


i gotta get to my next class. i certainly am aware that i didn't mention meggyo in any of these plans. and babe, believe me...you''re intertwined in every piece of these plans.


later gators

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GooseGirl PureRidiculous
5 Comments.


damn
it sounds like you have a lot of things figured out already....I wish I could say the same...I have no idea what I want to do with myself after college....and now the only thing that was constant in my life (Christine) is gone...I feel pretty lost in the world right now...it's like the only thing I was sure of has disappeared...and all I'm left with is a bunch of classes that seem like they have no purpose or direction...I feel bad for feeling depressed when I have so much going for me in my life...it seems stupid when I compare my life to the millions of people who aren't nearly as fortunate at me....but I gotta tell ya....right now...I feel completely empty...I'm glad I have my friends to keep me afloat
» Rip-Tide-Prophecy on 2006-11-13 01:05:51

yeaaaaaah live with us!

cheers,
sank
» thaitanic on 2006-11-13 09:39:44

wow spain! my friend went there for the summer, and she LOVED it. It really helped her with her spanish minor. I can so see you there living it up and taking in the country. You will have a blast!!! And you as a teacher...well that would just be the coolest thing ever.
» GooseGirl on 2006-11-14 07:36:42

goodness. now that it seems you've done such a good job at planning out the rest of your life, wanna help me take a crack at mine?? cuz i'm pretty clueless right now.
» nickalinkos on 2006-11-14 10:44:32

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the number is lesser in value..and easier to swallow
~'would you like something to drink'
if your stomach feels weak, then my work here is done
~'the words "best friend" become redefined'
if theres no one beside you when your soul embarks, i'll follow you into the dark
~'i'll follow you into the dark'
i'll be floating out at sea, waiting for periscopes to spot my warm body
~'no ace, just you'
this is the part where i'll admit i'm getting what i deserve
~'lost and found'
lets sleep tonight on a bed of nails, so that every other night doesn't seem so painful after all
~'beter than sex'
if it were up to me, you're gone, i've been dying to get it into you somehow
~'histrionics'
hours pass, and she still counts the minutes that i am not there, i swear i didn't mean for it to feel like this
~'bruised'
wanna fuck up my life?-i'll let you.
~'knotes'
this is the rhythm i was signing to the beat of my feat as i walked away
~'i fought the broad (and the broad won)'
ur stomach's filled up but ur starved for conversation
~'soco amaretto lime'
if i could, i'd only want to make you smile
~'make you smile'
the past is only the future with the lights on
~'baby, come on'
morning always comes too quick when you're around..
~'still breathing'
i beg not to escape permeating my pores, whetting my appetite for more
~'amanda's poem about unicorns '
ur stomach's filled up but ur starved for conversation
~'soco amaretto lime'
love me gently with a chainsaw
~'tie her down'
smiles and her laughter, its the only thing that ive been waiting for
~'emily'
so many high points on this last leg, i cant wait to recount them- it seems like nothings happened until ive shared them with you
~'shirts and gloves'
ur lips, ur eyelashes- ur skin, these are the parts of ur body that cause my comatose to begin
~'all hail the heartbreaker'

lets start out-by starting over... ~'lovers and liars'

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